Jordan's camp start today

I don't know If I am excited, sad, or just dreading this entire week. I have never had to go this long without talking to Jordan. I am so scared he is going to want to come home and he isn't going to be able to. Or that he will need something and I won't be there to give it to him. I have cried probably 10 times over the last week. I am so nervous over the small things. I am afraid he is going to loose his tooth brush or shampoo (the kid would forget his head if it wasn't attached). I am afraid he is going to get picked on (this is the biggie). I don't know why I worry about him getting picked on. He has never been picked on before, but this has been my biggest fear since I signed him up for camp.

He is so excited although I don't think he has realized camp doesn't have a tv.  He has talked about swimming and making crafts for weeks now. I always had a blast at camp and I made some lifelong friends. I hope he has a great experience and this is something he wants to do again and again. I am so scared for him and me.

Me and Eli are going to take him this afternoon at 2 and help him get his bed made up and settled in. I hope he clicks with a kid there or knows a kid in his cabin. I hope I can hold in my tears until I get to the car away from him.

Times like this really make me realize how precious my time is with my boys. They grow up so fast and there is no going back.